Cluttered

The only word I can use to describe my mind... and my computer... and my desk... and my room.... right now. I hate seeing stuff fall out of place. It makes me feel anxious and it makes me feel like I'm a total wreck.

But I guess I don't have to worry because some things are falling into place. I'd say I'm seeing something bright ahead of me. At least my life isn't cluttered. Well it used to be. Like I said... I'm seeing a... I don't know what it is... It could be a car's headlight or the end of the tunnel.

Sometimes I'm wondering if I actually have an obsessive-compulsive disorder. I think that I do but sometimes, I'm too messy to be an OC. Woah, it rhymes! But I hate seeing these stuff so cluttered. I wanna do something but I don't know where to start. The bad thing is that... the line "I start what I finish" doesn't work for me. Cluttered.!!!