Yipee! It really feels very rewarding to face your fears!
I went to my former employer today. I don't know exactly why I'm afraid of that. It's just that there's this feeling of 'guilt' that I had to leave the company. Weird isn't it?
Just as I thought... The night of worrying wasn't worth it! Nothing bad happened! What was I afraid of? Being looked at with 'tiger eyes'. She didn't. Her eyes were kind and soft. She spoke softly to me. I don't know if it's just a facade. But if it was, what's beneath that is not worth the thinking. I could guess and assume as much as I can but at the end of the day, my assumptions are all just assumptions. They are all just products of my imagination. What I saw was a smile on her face, what I heard was her soft voice. What happened beyond that, I can only assume. What I don't know shouldn't affect me.
There. I'm slowly conquering my fears! Just like in the book "The Magic of Thinking Big". The author stated there "If you're afraid of something... do it!".
Writing here has become really very therapeutic. My mind is again at peace. ^_^
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